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Conan is that type of guy that can wear anything and make it look good

Las canciones de Conan son arteeee

My story starts when my dad died when I was 9. My mom was really sad, and "forgot" that she still had 3 kids to take care of. We stayed away from my dad's side of the family, which sucked, because my dad's parents were the only people I felt safe talking to. I grew up locked away in my bedroom. My little brother and sister were like servants to my mom, because she worked long shifts at a warehouse, and when she got home all she did was watch TV and sleep. I had friends from school, but after my dad died we had to stop after-school activities because of money. My dad had a good job, and grew up in a big house in a nice neighborhood. When I was in 3rd grade, we moved to Chicora, a small town in Mid-Western Pennsylvania, with a population of 967, and nothing to do. I hardly ever saw my friends anywhere except at school. Most of the time I stayed with my mom's mom, who I never thought of as a grandmother, because she never treated me as a grandchild. I was a closeted lesbian, and I spent every night crying myself to sleep. My dad was Latino, making my biracial, but my grandmother was a racist, and insisted that I was white now that my dad was dead. I hated every moment I had to spend with her, she hated me for who I was, and I couldn't stand it. Every time she would make a racist or homophobic comment, I wanted to scream "Your skin color isn't something people can change" or, "I'm lesbian, so what?". In 6th grade I met 2 really amazing people who completely turned my life around. One was also lesbian, and one was bisexual, so I came out to them, because they were the only people I felt safe talking to. One of them, my girlfriend, was holding hands with me on the bus. Some kids behind us started calling us "Fags" and "Gay" and taking pictures with their phones. That night, she called me crying. Her parents had given her death threats and said she had to "Pray away the gay" or they wouldn't allow her to live with them. One night, tired of life, I came home to find she had a boyfriend. He seemed nice, and he had two kids, an autistic 4-year-old and a girl who was a year younger than my sister. The rest of my family seemed to like them, but I wasn't ready. I tried to kill myself twice that year. I never, ever thought I would make it out of where I was in life. To me, life was one endless loop. You got up, went to school, came home and sat in your bedroom, crying into your pillow, and repeat. Over and Over again. Once you survived one year, you had a birthday, and everything repeated itself. Once you survived childhood, you had your teen years. Today I spend my time locked away in my room. My mom is engaged. I hang out with those friends everyday, and I spend my extra time listening to depressing indie music. And I am 100% aware that Conan will never see this. All I'm saying is that Conan has given me a space to realize that I'm not the only one going though what I am. Conan has helped me so much, and is probably one of the only reasons my parents have 5 kids, not 4. In life, you will come upon hard times, and I'm afraid that's just the way the work works, but keep going, because eventually you will find your people, talents, and true self. Keep going and remember... It's not the end of the story. - Some random, depressed, small town, 13-year-old on the internet

If you feel silly remember that there are 2.7k dumber than you ; )

yessssssssssss

am i the only one who was thiking the story shouldn't end?

amazing visuals ahhhhhhh

Ay Lovecraft this

Conan deserves a lot of recognition not Karol g's shit he's gorgeous and talented he deserves more...

this song makes me remind my exbest friend, with who i was in love and didn’t know i was gay, but i couldn’t tell him. now we don’t talk anymore... it’s kinda sad. i miss him and i wish i told him but now is late, hope it’s not the end of the story :)

The sad truth.

0:34 That definitely applies to Richie and Eddie from IT Chapter One and IT Chapter Two.

esta cancion merece mas likes

larry stylinson : the comment taht youre lookin' for

how is he so immaculate

This song is made for Byler (mike and Will from Stranger Things)

This song is my whole life story I have never related to any other song as I have with this song. This song has inspired me to write my own song this morning here are the lyrics hope you like it. Conan if you see this and you like it I want you to add toon, melody, harmony, background vocals, music, and make any changes to it, I have not added any of that yet and I don't really intend to but please do, and if you want you can publish it. LOVE YOU CONAN!!!!!! Every Day She's just a girl in the streets They see her smile and say "she's so happy" But in reality, she's screaming "someone please help me" No one really knows her like they think they do They think she's ok with what they say But every day she wanders the world with her head hanging low And every day she wondering when she will be happy again When will I make it home? Everyone thinks she just a ball of sunshine They always think she's so happy She's really good at keeping a smile But deep down inside she dying No one really knows her like they think they do They think she's ok with what they say But every day she wanders the world with her head hanging low And every day she wondering when she will be happy again When will I make it home? Maybe she won't be so insecure about her body and so much more If they wouldn't shatter her poor little heart And leave her broken in the dark But what else did you expect from life except for pain and zero light But every day she wanders the world with her head hanging low And every day she wondering when she will be happy again When will I make it home?

_I'm afraid that's just the way the world works..._

Is it just me or am I the only one who kinda has a crush on Conan? Like he fine lmao

i thought of deamus im sorry

KING

idk it reminds me a lot of larry Stylinson

Me a wolfstar shipper and reader of atyd : 😭😭😭🤧

This made me cry the first time I heard it

I love this song, it has become one of my favorite songs ✨❤️

I love the conan here. He is so beautifully handsome....🖤🖤🥺

💫I'm crying💫

Esto no me duele, ¡ME QUEMA, ME LASTIMA!.

I'm crying but not in a cool way Conan + Larry = Perfection 💙💚

When I hear 0:34, it reminds me of Richie and Eddie from the movie IT.

pigeo n

3 ימים לפני

same

Se me hace una falta de respeto que solo les guste la cansion solo porque es un poco Larry 😐

I could vibe to this all day.

Conan:I knew a boy and a boy Me:Cries in gay

Tem muitos brasileiros fã seu, meu nome é Caike Borges De Oliveira eu queria muito te conhecer suas músicas me toca! Ainda eu vou aí na sua cidade.

Me encantó la letra de ésta canción

Q hermosa canción

la única Argentina 😎🇦🇷🇦🇷

Pq os comentários são tudo em inglês???? Oxee

i have never been more moved by any song why am i crying rm

i liked my friend he didn't like me he liked someone else it hurt me a lot

Who Tf is Larry

pigeo n

3 ימים לפני

thats what im confused abt

Why is this the marauders story 💫I'm crying💫

I love this song youre the best singer❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ my sis also likes youre song so much 🙋🙋

Conan rlly said: let’s see how many people I can make cry today:)

Why is he so pretty

conan reading the comments with people arguing about larry bc it's disrespectful talking about it bc it's conan's song and it's not about larry be like: 👁👄👁💧

No puedo más! Este chico me tiene obsesionada! Su música me encanta, su voz, su rostro, ahhhhhh! Nose como pase tanto tiempo sin conocerlo. AMOOOOOO! ❤.

no es por nada pero creo que esta va a ser mi historia :,,)

This is my number one singer

Oh I thought I wouldn't cry today..

OMG I JUST WACHED HIS FIRS VID AND HE HAS GROWN

LA MALETA WEY SE QUEDO EN LA TROCA

We danced to the song put my winter show and I did not realize it was the same song

Who else thinks he cute like wow ._.

Esto duele 😪

The “boy and a boy” part reminds me of Richie and Eddie from IT 😭

are you bixesual?

No one: Actually no one: Me: this is the mauraders story 🥲

Lixa Doot

5 ימים לפני

I'm not crying my eyes are just cosplaying a waterfall

Lixa Doot

5 ימים לפני

I'm not crying my eyes are just cosplaying a waterfall

Chakshu Marwaha

6 ימים לפני

STOPPP 💔👄💔

this is....so good...but...soul crushing at the same time.... i love it

Conan:and when I was younger I knew a boy and a boy... Me: *cries in wolfstar shipper*

2:04 Why I got the feeling that it is for Ashley ??? I don't why I'm thinking like this 👀

Cómo superó esto?🥺

guess who’s in love with her friend that has a gf

This reminds me eddie and richie (reddie) of it. Made me cry.😖😭

ohh how i wish i can finally be myself

Conan faz tutorial da hidratação do cabelo

Kinda mad how people are using this song to mourn their ships when Conan talks about real struggles people go through.

What stupid people

Conan is all that is right in this life

this is so tragically beautiful it still breaks my heart a bit, incredible

it is not the end of the story and it will never be

Hola, soy larry y esta cancion me destroza, me destroza imagianr las situaciones que plantea en la vida de ellos, pero fuera de eso, la cancion toca temas que lamentablemente pasamos, como el odio a la comunidad LGBTQIA+ y los problemas psicologicos/emocionales que los jovenes pasan. El talento que tiene Conan es increible y al mezclarlo con esta hermosa melodia crea un sonido que llega al corazon, que puedes interpretar de diferentes maneras y compararla con varios casos, pero al final siempre es un puñetazo al corazon porque sabemos que la sociedad esta de la mi*rda y por lo tanto, muchos adolecentes optan por quitarse la vida al no aguantar la presion social. Papás, Mamás, PERSONAS EN GENERAL, es momento de cambiar, es momento de abrir los ojos y aceptar que todos somos diferentes, tenemos distintos gustos pero no por eso te hace menos persona, porque al final, el significado de amar no cambia en sus diversas formas, amar siempre va a ser lo mismo sin importar por quien sientes eso. ES MOMENTO DE ACTUALIZARSE Y VER LOS PROBLEMAS QUE PASAN LOS JOVENES POR ESTAR EN EL CLOSET, POR IMPEDIRSE A SI MISMOS AMAR A OTRA PERSONA POR QUERER ENTRAR EN LOS ESTEREOTIPOS DE LA SOCIEDAD. Esta cancion es mas que arte y como dice Louis Tomlinson, EL AMOR ES PARA VALIENTES

si me pisas te pago.

not me listening to this on repeat for hours and hours and hours and hours

❤️

Soy la única que aparte de el significado de las canciones de conan la relajan y me sacan de cualquier estrés :) I am the only one who apart from the meaning of Conan's songs relaxes her and takes me out of any stress. :)

re larry

te amo prasiempre conan gray

Conan: let me te- Me: *cries in lgbt*

His voice is shining

" Let me tell you a story About a boy and a girl It's kinda short, kinda boring But the end is a whirl They were just sixteen When the people were mean So they didn't love themselves And now they're gone Headstones on a lawn”

*Get out, Larry, pharry, whatever, Harry shippers. This is about Conan.* ❣️

pigeo n

2 ימים לפני

yes

I not feel guilty listen this song ...

a year ago?? it still feels brand new

"best friends with each other but always wished they were more cause they loved one another but never discovered cause they were too afraid of what they'd say" Me: *cries in reddie and larry*

valentina barria

5 ימים לפני

@Dylan Wolfie no lol

Dylan Wolfie

9 ימים לפני

Please tell me you're just doing this for the meme at this point.

pigeo n

11 ימים לפני

sorry if this is a dumb question but what is larry

Te AMOOO conan🥰🥰

I'm really curious about the end of this story 😜

there's something about conan's songs, it's so comforting and so sad at the same time.

This song reminded me so much of lily and James potter and Remus lupin and Sirius black

Eleni Markudi

8 ימים לפני

Exactly

After I watched BL Thai. Algorithms helped me to find Conan Gray songs "Heather". I'm fell in love with it. And then I'm here. I thinks at the end i find myself.

Why does my brain associate this song with the marauders?

pigeo n

11 ימים לפני

wait now i cant unthink of that, it personally reminds me of richie and eddie

💚💙

Saw an ad in the middle of your song. Tell your manager that this is so ridiculous. I know you would personally never allow it. Lov your music.

I luv it

gives me chills every time

Im so emotional and i can feel you Conan

Volvere en 5 años para ver como estaba bueno no tengo amigos no le e dicho a nadie quien me gusta bueno ... si ojala que me haga caso

No les pasa que✨Conan✨ POST:está canción me recuerda a Reddie nosé porque

Video clips Conan: 💀🖤💥🌹✨⛓️ Real life Conan: 💝💖👉🏼👈🏼🌺✨😍